"Indecisive there’s a lot of things drifting in my mind, and the right words to justify them I can’t seem to find there's a lot of questions with answers I have yet to seek, I see choices around but troubled to pick then there's this heart and mind which quarrels every time, now lost in thoughts I'm torn in which to side" Dad, it was clear in your remaining months with us that you struggled and strayed from the pathway you set out together with your beloved wife and my dearest mother when you were both alive. I hope you find your beloved wife, see the light, and return to that pathway once again. ❤️